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because I knew not how to express half the love
that is in the heart of

Your ever-obliged and affectionate
EMILY JERVOIS.

LETTER CL.

MISS BYRON TO LADY G

Tuesday, May 2. I HAVE no patience with you, Lady G. You are ungenerously playful. Thank Heaven, if this be wit, that I have none of it. But what signifies expostulating with one who knows herself to be faulty, and will not amend? How many stripes, Charlotte, do you deserve?—But you never spared anybody, not even your brother, when the humour was upon you. So make haste; and since you will lay in stores for repentance, fill up your measure as fast as you

can.

"Reveal to you the state of my heart!" Ah, my dear! it is an unmanageable one. "Greatness of mind!"-I don't know what it is. All his excellencies, his greatness, his goodness, his modesty, his cheerfulness under such afflictions as would weigh down every other heart that had but half the compassion in it with which his overflows-Must not all other men appear little, and, less than little, nothing, in my eyes?-It is an instance of patience in me, that I can endure any of them who pretend to regard me, out of my own family.

us; but never, till my return, after these few months' absence, knew how much. So many kind visitors; such unaffected expressions of joy on my return; that had I not a very great counterbalance on my heart, would be enough to make me proud.

My grandmamma went to Shirley-Manor on Saturday; on Monday I was with her all day: but she would have it that I should be melancholy if I staid with her. And she is so selfdenyingly careful of her Harriet! There never was a more noble heart in woman. But her so

litary moments, as my uncle calls them, are her moments of joy. And why? Because she then divests herself of all that is either painful or pleasurable to her in this life: for she says, that her cares for her Harriet, and especially now, are at least a balance for the delight she takes in her.

You command me to acquaint you with what passes between me and the gentlemen in my neighbourhood; in your style, my fellows.

Mr Fenwick invited himself to breakfast with

my aunt Selby yesterday morning. I would not

avoid him.

I will not trouble you with the particulars: you know well enough what men will say on the subject upon which you will suppose he wanted to talk to me. He was extremely earnest. I besought him to accept my thanks for his good opinion of me, as all the return I could make him for it; and this in so very serious a manner, that my heart was fretted, when he declared, with warmth, his determined perse

verance.

Mr Greville made us a tea-visit in the afternoon. My uncle and he joined to rally us poor women, as usual. I left the defence of the sex to my aunt and Lucy. How poor appears to me every conversation now with these men !-But hold, saucy Harriet, was not your uncle Selby one of the ralliers ?-But he does not believe all he says, and therefore cannot wish to be so much regarded, on this topic, as he ought to be by me,

on others.

I thought, that when I got down to my dear friends here, I should be better enabled, by their prudent counsels, to attain the desirable frame of mind which I had promised myself: but I find myself mistaken. My grandmamma and aunt are such admirers of him, take such a share in the disappointment, that their advice has not the effect I had hoped it would have. Lucy, Nancy, are perpetually reminding me of his excellencies, by calling upon me to tell them something of Sir Charles Grandison; and when After the run of raillery was over, in which I begin, I know not how to leave off. My uncle Mr Greville made exceptions favourable to the rallies me, laughs at me, sometimes reminds me women present, he applied to every one for their of what he calls my former brags. I did not interest with me, and to me, to countenance his address. He set forth his pretensions very pombrag, my dear: I only hoped, that, respecting as I did every man according to his merit, I should pously, and mentioned a considerable increase never be greatly taken with any one, before duty of his fortune; which before was a handsome one. Methinks the added force to the inclination. He offered our own terms. He declared his love for me above all women, and made his company of the friends I am with, does not satisfy me; yet they never were dearer to me than happiness in the next world, as well as in this, they now are. I want to have Lord and Lady depend upon my favour to him. L, Lord and Lady G, Dr Bartlett, my Emily, with me. To lose you all at once!-is hard!—There seems to be a strange void in my heart-And so much, at present, for the state of that heart.

I always had reason to think myself greatly obliged to my friends and neighbours all around

It was easy to answer all he said; and is equally so for you to guess in what manner I answered him: and he, finding me determined, began to grow vehement, and even affrontive. He hinted to me, that he knew what had made me so very resolute. He threw out threatenings against the man, be he who he would, that

should stand in the way of his success with me; at the same time, intimating saucily, as I may say, (for his manner had insult in it,) that it was impossible a certain event could ever take place.

My uncle was angry with him; so was my
aunt: Lucy was still more angry than they:
but I, standing up, said, Pray, my dear friends,
take nothing amiss that Mr Greville has said.
-He once told me, that he would set spies
upon my conduct in town. If, sir, your spies
have been just, I fear nothing they can say.
But the hints you have thrown out, shew such
a total want of all delicacy of mind, that you
must not wonder if my heart rejects you. Yet
I am not angry: I reproach you not: every one
has his peculiar way. All that is left me to say
or to do, is to thank you for
opinion of me, as I have thanked Mr Fenwick;
your favourable
and to desire that you will allow me to look
upon you as my neighbour, and only as my
neighbour.

I curtseyed to him, and withdrew.
But my great difficulty had been before with
Mr Orme.

His sister had desired that I would see her
brother. He and she were invited by my aunt
to dinner on Tuesday. They came. Poor man!
He is not well! I am sorry for it. Poor Mr
Orme is not well! He made me such honest
compliments, as I may say: his heart was too
much in his civilities to raise them above the
civilities that justice and truth might warrant
in favour of a person highly esteemed.
was filled with compassion for him; and that
Mine
compassion would have shewed itself in tokens
of tenderness, more than once, had I not re-
strained myself for his sake.

How you, my dear Lady Gin giving pain to an honest heart, I cannot ima-, can delight gine. I would make all God Almighty's creatures happy, if I could; and so would your noble brother. Is he not crossing dangerous seas, and ascending, through almost perpetual snows, those dangerous Alps, which I have heard described with such terror, for the generous end of relieving distress?

I made Mr Orme sit next me. duous to help him; and do him all the little I was assioffices which I thought would light up pleasure in his modest countenance; and he was quite another man. It gave delight to his sister, and to all my friends, to see him smile and look happy.

I think, my dear Lady G, that when Mr Orme looks pleasant, and at ease, he resembles a little the good-natured Lord Gyou would take half the pains to oblige him, O that that I do to relieve Mr Orme!--Half the pains, did I say? That you would not take pains to dis-oblige him; and he would be, of course, obliged. Don't be afraid, my dear, that, in such a world as this, things will not happen to

make you uneasy without your studying for
them.

rious at times.
Excuse my seriousness. I am, indeed, too se-

audience of me, as he called it, and I walked
But when Mr Orme requested a few minutes'
with him into the cedar parlour, which you
have heard me mention, and with which I hope
you will be one day acquainted; he paid, poor
man! for his too transient pleasure. Why would
he urge a denial that he could not but know I
must give?

I was greatly affected by it; and at last beHis sister and I had afterwards a conference. sought her, if she valued my friendship as I ject which gave me a pain too sensible for my did hers, never more to mention to me a sub

peace.

Mr Greville, nor Mr Fenwick, might be the She requested me to assure her, that neither man. They both took upon them, she said, to ridicule her brother for the profound respect, he knew, might be attended with consequences: even to reverence, that he bore me; which, if passion for me, had courage to resent any inFor that her brother, mild and gentle as was his dignities that might be cast upon him by spirits boisterous as were those of the two gentlemen she had named. She never, therefore, told her brother of their scoffs. But it would go to her heart, if either of them should succeed, or have reason but for a distant hope.

I made her heart easy on that score.

Pollexfen is come from abroad already. What I have just now heard, that Sir Hargrave can be the meaning of it? He is so low-minded, so malicious a man, and I have suffered so much from him-What can be the meaning of this in London. Pray, my dear Lady G―, insudden return? I am told, that he is actually form yourself about him; and whether he thinks of coming into these parts.

ford, threw out menaces against Sir Hargrave, Mr Greville, when he met us at Stoney-Straton my account; and said, It was well he was gone abroad. I told him then, that he had no business, even were Sir Hargrave present, to engage himself in my quarrels.

rough manners; and makes many people afraid Mr Greville is an impetuous man; a man of of him. He has, I believe, indeed, had his spies about me; for he seems to know everything that has befallen me in my absence from SelbyHouse.

Insolent wretch! But he hinted to me yesterHe has dared also to threaten Somebody else. news, that a certain gentleman was gone abroad, day, that he was exceedingly pleased with the in order to prosecute a former amour, was the light wretch's as light expression. If my indignant eyes could have killed him, he would have fallen dead at my foot.

Let the constant and true respects of all my

friends to you and yours, and to my beloved Emily, be always, for the future, considered as very affectionately expressed, whether the variety of other subjects leave room for a particular expression of them, or not, by, my dearest Lady G

Your faithful, and ever obliged
HARRIET BYRON.

LETTER CLI.

LADY G TO MISS BYRON.

Saturday, May 6. I THANK you, Harriet, for yours. What must your fellows think of you? In this gross age, your delicacy must astonish them. There used to be more of it formerly. But how should men know anything of it, when women have forgot it? Lord be thanked, we females, since we have been admitted into so constant a share of the public diversions, want not courage. We can give the men stare for stare wherever we meet them. The next age, nay, the rising generation, must surely be all heroes and heroines. But whither has this word delicacy carried me; me, who, it seems, have faults to be corrected for, of another sort; and who want not the courage for which I congratulate others?

But to other subjects. I could write a vast deal of stuff about my lord and self, and Lord and Lady L, who assume parts which I know not how to allow them: and sometimes they threaten me with my brother's resentments, sometimes with my Harriet's; so that I must really have leading-strings fastened to my shoulders. O my dear! a fond husband is a surfeiting thing; and yet I believe most women love to be made monkeys of.

Bur all other subjects must now give way. We have heard of, though not from, my brother. A particular friend of Mr Lowther was here with a letter from that gentleman, acquainting us, that Sir Charles and he were arrived at Paris.

Mr Beauchamp was with us when Mr Lowther's friend came. He borrowed the letter on account of the extraordinary adventure mentioned in it.

Make your heart easy, in the first place, about Sir Hargrave. He is indeed in town; but very ill. He was frightened into England, and intends not ever again to quit it. In all probability, he owes it to my brother that he exists.

Mr Beauchamp went directly to Cavendish Square, and informed himself there of other particulars relating to the affair, from the very servant who was present, and acting in it; and

from those particulars, and Mr Lowther's letter, wrote one for Dr Bartlett. Mr Beauchamp obliged me with the perusal of what he wrote; whence I have extracted the following account: for his letter is long and circumstantial; and I did not ask his leave to take a copy, as he seemed desirous to hasten it to the Doctor.

ON Wednesday, the 19-30 of April, in the evening, as my brother was pursuing his journey to Paris, and was within two miles of that capital, a servant-man rode up, in visible terror, to his post-chaise, in which were Mr Lowther and himself, and besought them to hear his dreadful tale. The gentlemen stopt, and he told them, that his master, who was an Englishman, and his friend of the same nation, had been but a little while before attacked, and forced out of the road, in their post-chaise, as he doubted not, to be murdered, by no less than seven armed horsemen; and he pointed to a hill, at a distance, called Mont Martre, behind which they were, at that moment, perpetrating their bloody purpose. He had just before, he said, addressed himself to two other gentlemen, and their retinue, who drove on the faster for it.

The servant's great coat was open; and Sir Charles observing his livery, asked him, If he were not a servant of Sir Hargrave Pollexfen? and was answered in the affirmative.

There are, it seems, trees planted on each side the road from St Denis to Paris, but which, as France is an open and unenclosed country, would not, but for the hill, have hindered the seeing a great way off, the scuffling of so many men on horseback. There is also a ditch on either hand; but places left for owners to come at their grounds, with their carts, and other carriages. Sir Charles ordered the post-boy to drive to one of those passages; saying, He could not forgive himself, if he did not endeavour to save Sir Hargrave, and his friend, whose name the man told him was Merceda.

His own servants were three in number, besides one of Mr Lowther's. My brother made Mr Lowther's servant dismount; and, getting himself on his horse, ordered the others to follow him. He begged Mr Lowther to continue in the chaise, bidding the dismounted servant stay, and attend his master, and galloped away towards the hill. His ears were soon pierced with the cries of the poor wretches; and presently he saw two men on horseback holding the horses of four others, who had under them the two gentlemen, struggling, groaning, and crying out for mercy.

Sir Charles, who was a good way a-head of his servants, calling out to spare the gentlemen, and bending his course to relieve the prostrate sufferers, two of the four quitted their prey, and mounting, joined the other two horsemen, and advanced to meet him, with a shew of support

ing the two men on foot in their violence; who continued laying on the wretches, with the buttends of their whips, unmercifully.

As the assailants offered not to fly, and as they had more than time enough to execute their purpose, had it been robbery and murder; Sir Charles concluded, it was likely that these men were actuated by a private revenge. He was confirmed in this surmise, when the four men on horseback, though each had his pistol ready drawn, as Sir Charles also had his, demanded a conference; warning Sir Charles how he provoked his fate by his rashness; and declaring, that he was a dead man if he fired. Forbear, then, said Sir Charles, all farther violences to the gentlemen, and I will hear what you have to say.

He then put his pistol into the holster; and one of his servants being come up, and the two others at hand, (to whom he called out, not to fire till they had his orders,) he gave him his horse's reins; bidding him have an eye on the holsters of both, and leapt down; and drawing his sword, made towards the two men who were so cruelly exercising their whips; and who, on his approach, retired to some little distance, drawing their hangers.

The four men on horseback joined the two on foot, just as they were quitting the objects of their fury; and one of them said, Forbear, for the present, farther violence, brother; the gentleman shall be told the cause of all this.Murder, sir, said he, is not intended; nor are we robbers: the men whom you are solicitous to save from our vengeance, are villains.

Be the cause what it will, answered Sir Charles, you are in a country noted for doing speedy justice, upon proper application to the magistrates. In the same instant he raised first one groaning man, then the other. Their heads were all over bloody, and they were so much bruised, that they could not extend their arms to reach their wigs and hats, which lay near them; nor put them on without Sir Charles's help.

The men on foot by this time had mounted their horses, and all six stood upon their defence; but one of them was so furious, crying out, that his vengeance should be yet more complete, that two of the others could hardly

restrain him.

Sir Charles asked Sir Hargrave and Mr Mereeda, Whether they had reason to look upon themselves as injured men, or injurers? One of the assailants answered, That they both knew themselves to be villains.

Either from consciousness or terror, perhaps from both, they could not speak for themselves, but by groans; nor could either of them stand or sit upright.

Just then came up, in the chaise, Mr Lowther, and his servant, each a pistol in his hand.

He quitted the chaise, when he came near the suffering men; and Sir Charles desired him instantly to examine whether the gentlemen were dangerously hurt, or not.

The most enraged of the assailants having slipt by the two who were earnest to restrain him, would again have attacked Mr Merceda, offering a stroke at him with his hanger; but Sir Charles (his drawn sword still in his hand) caught hold of his bridle; and, turning his horse's head aside, diverted a stroke, which, in all probability, would otherwise have been a finishing one.

They all came about Sir Charles, bidding him, at his peril, use his sword upon their friend and Sir Charles's servants were coming up to their master's support, had there been occasion. At that instant, Mr Lowther, assisted by his own servant, was examining the wounds and bruises of the two terrified men, who had yet no reason to think themselves safe from farther violence.

Sir Charles repeatedly commanded his servants not to fire, nor approach nearer, without his orders. The persons, said he, to the assailants, whom you have so cruelly used, are Englishmen of condition. I will protect them. Be the provocation what it will, you must know that your attempt upon them is a criminal one; and if my friend last come up, who is a very skilful surgeon, shall pronounce them in danger, you shall find it so.

Still he held the horse of the furious one; and three of them, who seemed to be principals, were beginning to express some resentment at this cavalier treatment, when Mr Lowther gave his opinion, that there was no apparent danger of death: and then Sir Charles, quitting the man's bridle, and putting himself between the assailants and sufferers, said, That as they had not either offered to fly, or to be guilty of violence to himself, his friend, or servants; he was afraid they had some reason to think themselves ill used by the gentlemen. But, however, as they could not suppose they were at liberty, in a civilized country, to take their revenge on the persons of those who were entitled to the protection of that country; he should expect, that they would hold themselves to be personally answerable for their conduct at a proper tri

bunal.

The villains, said one of the men, know who we are, and the provocation; which merits a worse treatment than they have hitherto met with. You, sir, proceeded he, seem to be a man of honour and temper: we are men of honour, as well as you. Our design, as we told you, was not to kill the miscreants; but to give them reason to remember their villainy as long as they lived; and to put it out of their power ever to be guilty of the like. They have made a vile attempt, continued he, on a lady's honour

at Abbeville; and, finding themselves detected, and in danger, took round-about ways, and shifted from one vehicle to another, to escape the vengeance of her friends. The gentleman whose horse you held, and who has reason to be in a passion, is the husband of the lady. [A Spanish husband, surely, Harriet; not a French one, according to our notions. That gentleman, and that, are her brothers. We have been in pursuit of them two days; for they gave out, (in order, no doubt, to put us on a wrong scent,) that they were to go to Antwerp.

And, it seems, my dear, that Sir Hargrave and his colleague had actually sent some of his servants that way; which was the reason that they were themselves attended but by one.

The gentleman told Sir Charles, that there was a third villain in their plot. They had hopes, he said, that he would not escape the close pursuit of a manufacturer of Abbeville, whose daughter, a lovely young creature, he had seduced, under promises of marriage. Their government, he observed, were great countenancers of the manufacturers at Abbeville; and he would have reason, if he were laid hold of, to think himself happy, if he came off with being obliged to perform his promises.

This third wretch must be Mr Bagenhall. The Lord grant, say I, that he may be laid hold of; and obliged to make a ruined girl an honest woman, as they phrase it in LANCASHIRE! Don't you wish so, my dear? And let me add, that had the relations of the injured lady completed their intended vengeance on those two libertines, (a very proper punishment, I ween, for all libertines,) it might have helped them to pass the rest of their lives with great tranquillity; and honest girls might, for any contrivances of theirs, have passed to and from masquerades without molestation.

Sir Hargrave and his companions intended, it seems, at first to make some resistance; four only of the seven, stopping the chaise: but when the other three came up, and they saw who they were, and knew their own guilt, their courage failed them.

The seventh man was set over the post-boy, whom he had led about half a mile from the spot they had chosen as a convenient one for their purpose.

Sir Hargrave's servant was secured by them at their first attack; but after they had disarmed him and his masters, he found an opportunity to slip from them, and made the best of his way to the road, in hopes of procuring assistance for them.

While Sir Charles was busy in helping the bruised wretches on their feet, the seventh man came up to the others, followed by Sir Hargrave's chaise. The assailants had retired to some distance, and, after a consultation together, they all advanced towards Sir Charles;

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Our enmity, answered one of them, is only to these two inhospitable villains: murder, as we told you, was not our design. They know where we are to be found; and that they are the vilest of men, and have not been punished equal to their demerits. Let them on their knees ask this gentleman's pardon; pointing to the husband of the insulted lady. We insist upon this satisfaction; and upon their promise, that they never more will come within two leagues of Abbeville, and we will leave them in your pro

tection.

I fancy, Harriet, that these women-frightening heroes needed not to have been urged to make this promise.

Sir Charles, turning towards them, said, If you have done wrong, gentlemen, you ought not to scruple asking pardon. If you know yourselves to be innocent, though I should be loath to risk the lives of my friend and servants, yet shall not my countrymen make so undue a submission.

The wretches kneeled; and the seven men, civilly saluting Sir Charles and Mr Lowther, rode off; to the joy of the two delinquents, who kneeled again to their deliverer, and poured forth blessings upon the man, whose life, so lately, one of them sought; and whose preservation he had now so much reason to rejoice in, for the sake of his own safety.

My brother himself could not but be well pleased that he was not obliged to come to extremities, which might have ended fatally on both sides.

By this time, Sir Hargrave's post-chaise was come up. He and his colleague were with difficulty lifted into it. My brother and Mr Lowther went into theirs; and being but a small distance from Paris, they proceeded thither in company; the poor wretches blessing them all the way; and at Paris found their other servants waiting for them.

Sir Charles and Mr Lowther saw them in bed in the lodgings that had been taken for them. They were so stiff with the bastinado they had met with, that they were unable to help themselves. Mr Merceda had been more severely (I cannot call it more cruelly) treated than the other; for he, it seems, was the greatest malefactor in the attempt made upon the lady, and he had, besides, two or three gashes, which, but for his struggles, would have been but one.

As you, my dear, always turn pale when the

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