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the goodness of God, which had filled him with peace of mind, and made him feel perfectly satisfied with the Lord's dealings with him. I said, Since our heavenly father has exercised us with so many trials I have felt much pleasure in thinking upon his infinite wisdom, and feel a desire to possess such a frame of mind as will enable me to say and feel with Mr. Newton, "What Thou wilt, and how Thou wilt, and when Thou wilt." Yes, he replied, the infinite wisdom of God and his boundless love are always a consolation to my mind. About two o'clock in the morning, Mr. Grant desired me to call Mrs. Grant, whom we had persuaded to take a little rest in my room. I then left my friends, and was glad to find in the morning brother G. had slept a little, and appeared really better. I was not with him much that day, for beside my school duties, I had several notes to write, which entirely took up my spare moments. On Saturday, Dr. B. observed to Mrs. Grant,-Mr. Grant only now wants good nursing to make him well. How little did we then think ere the sun set the immortal spirit would have taken its leave of mor. tality! About two in the afternoon brother Grant complained of a return of the inflammation pain. We informed the Dr., and he recommended another hot bath. Just before brother Grant went into the water he said to Mrs. Grant, Put your trust in the Lord, he is my rock and my confidence. Convulsions seized him in the water, and in less than half an hour after he expired. The Dr. was with us. I do not think he was sensible after he came out of the water. The scene was too distressing for me to attempt to describe. The Dr. was astonished at the sudden change, and said the cause of it was a perfect mystery to him, and if Mrs. Grant would give her consent, he should like to ascertain the natural cause of his death. It was found to be an irrupture of the spleen. The ways of the Lord to us are truly mysterious. Our dear brother was every day becoming more and more prepared for important use. fulness in the best of all causes. Our infant Church appeared to greatly need his pastoral aid, but I am cheered with the thought, "the Lord can and does bring forth his own glory and his people's good out of the darkest and most mysterious dispensations." I was very happy in the society of my dear brother and sister Grant, In every way they were anxious to make me comfortable. Dear sister Grant needs the sympathy and prayers of all christian friends. Brother Wilkinson thought, as Mrs. Wilkinson was so poorly as not to be able to come here, sister Grant had better return with him for a short time. He also

pressed me to go, but I could not leave my children.

The Lord, as he removes one friend raises up others. The two European ladies resi. dent at this station are exceedingly kind to me. Major and Mrs Dickson take quite an interest in our school and the native christians. I received intelligence yester. day, that it was more than probable my friends, Mr. and Mrs. Stubbins, will be obliged to go to England before they return to Berhampore. It is painful news, but I dare not murmur; I ought to feel thankful that I have been favoured so long with their valuable example and advice. They have done everything for my temporal comfort that can be done.

This morning brother Wilkinson, his wife, and Mrs. Grant, came in. The former asked, To whom are you writing? I said, To my dear parents. Tell them, he replied, with my love, not to be concerned about you, whilst we have anything you shall never want. What our future plans

will be I am not able to tell you now. I long to hear from you, and sometimes wonder why it is my own dear friends don't write oftener. I know this is selfish, but I believe it springs from love. I should like to write to dear Mrs. Fox and Mrs. J. Kirkman had I more time; remember me affectionately to them. Nothing but a belief that it is my duty not to let writing in. terfere with my missionary work could make me such a poor correspondent. I hope, however, as my knowledge of the language increases, and it is less needful for me to study to be able to write more. The dear children improve and are affectionate. Their spontaneous request is that you will send me your likenesses. The hot weather is coming, but I am thankful to say my health and spirits are good. With kind love to all enquiring friends, and especially to my dear brothers and sisters, from whom I long to hear, I remain, your affectionate daughter,

S. DERRY.

ADDITIONAL PARTICULARS.-Mr. Wilkinson says, "A few minutes before he breathed his last, though unable to speak, he seemed to derive great comfort from some remarks made by Pooroosootum, and on his saying to him in Oriya, 'Fear not brother, Christ will not forsake you,' a very marked change came over his countenance; the words appeared to act like a charm upon him; the delirium, from that moment, seemed to leave him, and he calmly and sweetly sighed his soul away."

Mr. Sutton says, "One lobe of the liver was reduced to water, and the spleen enlarged to thrice its natural size. In all probability brother G. had one or both diseases before he left England."

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"Thou renewest the face of the earth, Psalm civ. 30."

THE season now passing away is interesting. The time of the Spring is one which diffuses joy and pleasure through all animated creation. The Earth, as if waking from a long sleep, puts forth afresh its energies, and life appears in every direction. The fields acquire new verdure-the trees new foliage and the soil receiving the seed for the future harvest, causes it to germinate, and send forth the tender blade. The external aspect of nature is clothed with various and delightful hues, the charm of the season and the promise of future fruit. Everywhere the eye is enlivened by scenes of beauty; the senses are regaled by odours carried on every breeze; and the ear is charmed by the voice of the songsters of the grove, and of thousands of living beings glad to attest the joy and pleasure the return of the spring

communicates unto them.

We are too apt to pass over these interesting changes in the aspect of external nature, without deriving from them those sentiments of gratitude to the great author of all good, and those lessons of obedience and spiritual wisdom they are adapted to impart. We enjoy the change, and forget its author. We delight ourselves in the beauties of a renewed creation, and do not sufficiently recognize the hand that produces them. Hence the tendency to deify nature, or to speak of the works of creation as the works of nature, and to forget that all these delightful changes occur under the direction, control, and agency, of a wise, faithful, and beneficent Creator and governor, who worketh all things according to the counsel of his own will. Whatever may be the laws of the universe, they were impressed on it by his power and skill, and to him should the ascription be made at this beautiful season, "Thou renewest the face of the earth."

In the consideration of this subject, we should not be unmindful of the importance of the season, and of the benevolence and fidelity, as well as the power of the Deity, as displayed in its periodical return. He who causeth "the sun to know his going down," and appointed the lights of heaven to be for signs and for seasons, and for days and for years, has said "while the earth remaineth, seedtime and harvest, and cold and heat, and summer and winter, and day and night shall not cease." And in their regular and VOL. 5.-N. S.

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periodical return, God bears witness to his own power, fidelity, and beneficence. He may be forgotten by thoughtless and ungrateful man, but this, instead of diminishing the value of his gifts," who daily loadeth us with benefits," in reality increases them, and exhibits him as 'kind to the unthankful and the evil." Should he interrupt this order in any respect, should he withhold the spring time, and perpetuate the winter, a circumstance which the ingratitude and atheism of men might fully justify; how soon would desolation and dismay overspread the earth! What terror would seize all ranks and orders of men! But God is good, and though men forget or deny him, he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust ;" and for the happiness and well-being of his creatures, "renews the face of the earth." There are lessons too of a spiritual kind which are suggested by this season, some of which may be glanced at in this paper. The strong resemblance that subsists between the works of nature and those of grace, is often recognized in the inspired volume. The operation of divine truth on the heart, the influence of grace, and the results which are secured, are frequently presented to our minds under the beautiful imagery provided by the works of nature. Thus Moses says, "Hear, O earth, the words of my mouth. My doctrine shall drop as the rain; my speech shall distill as the dew, as the small rain upon the tender herb, and as the showers upon the grass." So it is foretold of Messiah's reign: "He shall come down like rain upon the mown grass, and as showers that water the earth." And again, without alluding to the instructive parable of the sower, "As the rain cometh down and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater; so shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth; it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it."

In comparing the works of grace with those of nature at this season, when God renews the face of the earth, it is proper for us to notice the state of singular unproductiveness and death, out of which the beauty and life of this season sprung. A few months ago, and the entire of the external world was covered with apparent death. The trees were bare, and to all appearance dead; their juices were stagnant, and their former foliage gone. The fields presented a barren and desolate appearance; chilled or petrified by cold, or covered with a garment of snow. All life seemed extinct. But now, those trees are adorned with abundant foliage and with the richest bloom, and those fields with beautiful living and thriving verdure; and it seems almost as if there was a new creation. God has renewed the face of the earth." For death there is life, for deformity beauty, and for the dreary aspect of desolation, the cheering presence of light and gladness.

And what was the state of spiritual death and sterility out of which those were brought who are renewed in the spirit of their mind? Was it not once winter with them, and were they not in a spiritual sense, as totally unproductive in all "the fruits of righteousness" as can well be conceived? They had no spiritual life. They cherished no thoughts of God, or desires after the enjoyment of his love. They had no inclination to obey or to honour him. God was not in all their thoughts. They had minds, capacities, and powers; but these were cold, insensible, and dead in relation to

the highest, holiest, and happiest exercises. Until they were touched by the power of God, they were without life. As then, when surveying the interesting and delightful change which external nature has received, we feel bound reverently to acknowledge the hand and agency of Jehovah; so when we trace his "noblest wonders," it behoves us to recognize the same power. It is God that has quickened us, by his word and spirit.

The reluctance with which the former yielded to the present genial season, suggests another point of legitimate comparison. Reasoning philosophically we might argue that as the ascent of the sun towards the zenith is gradual, the transition of the season from the frigid to the vernal, would be equally gentle and almost imperceptible. Experience, however, is at variance with such a theory. The "ruffian blasts" of winter, as one of our poets calls them, do not so quietly retire. Often, after a succession of several days, or even weeks, of agreeable and, as we are ready to say, seasonable warmth, they will return upon us in all their force, bearing on their bosom storms of chilling sort, cutting us to the quick, and leaving behind them the full resemblance of the rudest winter. And, not unfrequently, when the season is considerably advanced, and we are all ready to apply the language of the song, "Lo the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; the flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land," there yet come such severe visitations as for a time to blight our prospects and blast our hopes.

Does not this resemble the progress of the work of grace, as observed in those around us, or experienced in our own minds? Often have our hopes been excited as to individuals; we have been happy to imagine that grace reigned within them, and that they were really on "the Lord's side;" when alas, some unforseen temptation, some new developement of "the old man" within them has denied our conclusions. In our own minds and course, we have all felt the same thing. We can look back to the outset of our christian course, and mark the time when "our steps were almost gone, our feet had well nigh slipped," and when, but for great mercy, we had been borne down to "the gates of death." And yet, for our life is a conflict, we have to seek for " grace to help in time of need," in order to maintain the ascendancy of the devout and holy, over the debased and hateful principles lurking about us. The same power in both cases produces the desired results.

The opening Spring is the occasion of involuntary joy to the spectator. Every one, almost in spite of his temper, his constitutional dulness, or depression, is sensible of a degree of pleasure arising from the first indications of the coming Spring. The swelling bud, the opening bloom give delight. Even those shrubs the least valued, that happen, from their nature, to be the earliest in their bloom, acquire an interest in our estimation on this account. They are the promise of a brighter season, and of new life and beauty to the world around.

Every benevolent and intelligent mind is delighted with the first indications of spiritual life. "There is joy among the angels in the presence of God over one sinner that repenteth." When first the sinner cherishes conviction, and the sentiments of contrition; when he becomes dissatisfied with himself, and retires to "ponder the path of his feet," and to confess his sins before God and seek his mercy; when he lifts at first his tearful eye the cross of Christ, and calls on him as his only Saviour and Redeemer,

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and meditates on his word that he may know "the way of God more perfectly," the angels of God hover over him with delight, and hail these buds of promise with rapture and with praise. Nor is the Church on earth uninterested in the outward evidences of such exercises. The manifestation of a renewed and gracious temper is ever pleasing to a pious mind; and when they are seen in our children, over whom we yearn and pray, and when they multiply in our congregations, for which our warmest solicitudes are excited, the joy is unspeakable. They rejoice that God is fulfilling again his promise, "I will pour my Spirit upon thy seed, and my blessing upon their offspring; and they shall spring up as among the grass, and as willows by their water courses. One shall say, I am the Lord's; and another shall call himself by the name of Jacob; and another shall subscribe with his hand unto the Lord, and surname himself by the name of Israel."

But while there is an enjoyment experienced by the intelligent spectator of the changes effected in this beautiful season, this joy appears also to pervade the entire of creation itself. Which way soever we turn our eyes, there seems to be enjoyment. The feathered tribes rejoice in the Spring, and fill the air with their melodies. The insect race come forth from their cells with delight, and some take wing and vie with larger and nobler forms in the rapidity and sportiveness of their flight. The beasts of the field are filled with enjoyment, while they roam over the verdant hills, or graze along the meads. The rivers and streamlets gurgle and run with renewed vigour, and their varied inhabitants, both small and great, become playful, and luxuriate in the milder and brighter sky reflected on the glassy surface of the element of their abode. Even the vegetable classes themselves, though void of real sensation, appear not less to sympathize with, than contribute to, the common joy. Adorned in their richest dress, putting forth their new and most vigorous efforts, all appear at once instinct with life and bliss. Is there not joy experienced in the mind itself that becomes the subject of the renewing grace of God, as well as in that of the interested observers of such a change? Whose are the real sweets of the joys of pardon, of hope, and of divine love? Who is it that plumes his new fledged wings, and soars with delight into the newly discovered and serener skies? Who is sensible of the extacies of love to Christ, and confidence in him? The young and happy convert himself. His heart has known his own bitterand a stranger does not intermeddle with his joy." It is he that, recovered and renewed by divine grace, "rejoices with joy unspeakable, and full of glory."

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And when the warmer gales of heavenly grace visit the Church of God, raising what was low-quickening what was dead-infusing new fervour into devotion-imparting heavenly vigour and happy spontaneity into obedience and giving success to their varied benevolent efforts: how happy is their communion! How delightful their Sabbaths! How blessed their ordinances! Not the beauties of external nature, not the joy of the animated world, can compare with the felicities of those who experience these visits of mercy and grace. O let us ardently seek them, and devoutly pray, "Come from the four winds, O breath of the Lord, and breathe upon us, that we may live!"

The Spring season is admonitory to youth. It is then that the labourer casts his seed into the earth, and waits for the coming months to secure his reward. If there be no labour in Spring, and no promise, there will be no

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